Sometimes it scares me how much I think about going out for a walk and never coming home. How willing I am to leave everything I have and everyone I know.
I love you so much, I hope you realize that. I hope you realize everything you’ve done for me and that you’re the reason I’ve made it this far. I hope it hits you one day that for me, best friend, means everything. You are loved , you are appreciated, because no matter what happens, and no matter where life takes us, I’ll always love you
how do people have relationship after relationship like i can’t find a single person to find me remotely attractive for a solid second
I don’t chase people anymore. I learned that I’m here, and I’m important. I’m not going to run after people to prove that I matter.
the thought of someone else touching you makes me sick to my stomach
Sometimes recovery is waking up early to write in coffee shops and practicing yoga and eating lots of fruit and chocolate and sometimes it’s staying in bed all day and hiding from the world until you can stop crying. All of this is okay. What’s important is that you take care of yourself no matter what kind of day you’re having.