Note to self: it’s okay to go to that dark place, you just have to remember to come back to the light.
My depression is taking over, nothing makes my happy and it feels like I’m going to break into a panic attack any moment. It’s been three weeks and it’s not getting any better I need help
i can only handle so much socializing until i get tired and start getting irritated towards everyone and want to go home and sleep or lock myself in my room and go on the computer
This is what it means to be an introvert. Not being shy. This.
i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake
Some people smoke,
others drink, and others fall in love,
each one dies from a different way.
I’m losing the motivation to do even the simplest tasks; washing my already re-worn clothes, picking up my phone to answer it, even going down stairs is becoming a chore. All I want to do is sleep forever
I’m becoming more silent these days. I’m speaking less and less in public. But my eyes, god damn, my eyes see everything.